| Tuesday, February 26th, 2008 |
| 12:52 am |
Villains
My B-day is coming up, who should I be? Your results: You are Mystique| Mystique |
| 58% |
| Poison Ivy |
| 51% |
| Dr. Doom |
| 51% |
| Venom |
| 50% |
| Dark Phoenix |
| 47% |
| Lex Luthor |
| 46% |
| Catwoman |
| 46% |
| Magneto |
| 42% |
| Apocalypse |
| 41% |
| The Joker |
| 41% |
| Kingpin |
| 37% |
| Mr. Freeze |
| 35% |
| Juggernaut |
| 34% |
| Two-Face |
| 30% |
| Riddler |
| 29% |
| Green Goblin |
| 14% |
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Sometimes motherly, sometimes a beautiful companion, but most of the time a deceiving vixen.
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| Friday, January 4th, 2008 |
| 12:02 pm |
How much longer?
I want to say I gave it my best. I gave him a chance, okay maybe alot of chances, but if things don't get better soon I'm done. How long is to long? I can't handle much more of how little I'm getting. I'll wait a week, maybe two. Thats more than enough right? If someone comes along between now and then, I don't know if I can say no. |
| Tuesday, January 1st, 2008 |
| 4:33 pm |
Don't give any thought
I did nothing for New Years and by nothing I mean nothing I sat alone at home and went to bed by 11pm. |
| Saturday, December 29th, 2007 |
| 1:15 am |
Why is it the good people get nothing? They give 100% and get shit. |
| Tuesday, December 4th, 2007 |
| 9:39 pm |
good day
Yes I do have them. Today I had awesome lunch time sex. It really was great. Then a fancy gent at work whom I fed informed me that some day I would make someone a very lucky person, which coming from them really made me smile. I actually feel like being somewhat social, I must be in a good mood. |
| Monday, November 26th, 2007 |
| 1:36 pm |
I quit
I've made it pretty clear what I need, I've tried to always make it clear. I'm done forgiving and forgetting either you keep your end of the relationship or there won't be one anymore and really you're replacable. No this isn't for everyone and those it is for I am sure won't read it, I just needed to get it off my chest. I'm done being pissed off about it, I'm just done. |
| Monday, November 5th, 2007 |
| 1:38 pm |
Alone as usual
I would like a more meaningful relationship than I have. I need a change and this time I think the answer is moving. I'll have to wait until my braces situation is taken care of, but once that is I want to move. Maybe the East coast, Philadelphia looks promising. I am scared to go alone, but I feel alone here so what is the difference. I'm seeing a guy who I like very much, but I don't see him enough, I don't talk to him enough. He lives in Beaverton and there are so many red flags I've been ignoring because I really do like him. Current Mood:  lonely |
| Sunday, September 9th, 2007 |
| 2:25 pm |
Fat
So I am getting fatter and fatter and I don't know why, I am eating better and being more active than ever. Emily and my mom say it's time to go see a doctor, but I hate going to see doctors. My limbs also keep falling asleep and I have a number of other things going on that just don't seem right. My life in general sucks, alot! When asked to focus on the good things all I can think of it that my cat is currently in good health along with my immediate family and friends. Other than that everything is pretty much crap. Oh and if you didn't see I have a new phone number 360 241 7845 |
| Sunday, August 19th, 2007 |
| 9:47 pm |
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| Saturday, August 4th, 2007 |
| 4:57 pm |
Overthinking as usual
I like to ruin things by over thinking about them. I am having fun, why do I need to worry about if there is a future, there is a possability of one, maybe, isn't that okay? I need to stop thinking about all of this. I am just 23, I need to be single for a while and enjoy the possabilities. Why do I feel like I already messed everything up? |
| Monday, July 23rd, 2007 |
| 11:15 pm |
Ready for the future
Sometimes I wonder if I need to be looking more towards the future. I am at the age where I need to be looking at people I might, marry. I know it's an odd thought for me to have, but maybe it's time. I feel unbelievably single. I have met a nice guy, others seem very interested, but could I see any future with any of them? It seems the ones I see a possibility with are not interested enough to keep my attention. I require a certain amount dedication to maintain my interest, but really the ones who give me that are not the ones I see a future with. I don't know, I still want to be young and have fun, but in all actuality the clock is ticking and I can't ignore it forever. |
| Saturday, July 21st, 2007 |
| 2:59 am |
different
I met a different guy, like nothing I have ever even met and I think I like him. Actually I am smitten with him. |
| Wednesday, July 11th, 2007 |
| 2:30 pm |
Just kidding
My life has reverted back to suck fest and this heat is making it worse! I wish I was swimming and not getting ready to back to work. |
| Monday, June 18th, 2007 |
| 11:23 pm |
Single as usual
He drank, I for once did not. He started yelling, for the first time I yelled back. From 10:30pm - 3am we fought. We went back and fourth and he said everything that he knew would hurt me. He made up things and used things I had told him thinking I could trust him to not turn around and use them against me. He once said even if we parted ways he wanted to be friends with me because I am "such a good girl." Now he says he can't. I didn't tell him to mix the vicoden with almost an entire fifth of Jack, why I am being punished? Does he really expect me to say it's okay when he just apologized and this all happened on Friday night? I care about him. I just can't let got of all that happened. Where does all of this leave me. Alone as usual, and I am okay with that. I think I do pretty well being single. I take care of myself, go out have fun, lose some weight... All in all it was just a shitty thing to happen and I wish I could fix it, but I can't. Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Tuesday, June 12th, 2007 |
| 4:59 pm |
Thursday
Come eat anti - pasti things with me and friends on Thursday at my place. Nothing crazy everything deliciious! Quick update on my life: I may get new job yay! I hate my current job. I am dating one boy and I'm not miserable. He treats me awesome. My hair looks mulletish so I am getting a haircut soon! I'm reading all of the Harry Potter books and am currently on #5. I'm grumpy so you should be happy you got this and not some crazy rant. |
| Tuesday, May 29th, 2007 |
| 1:07 am |
I was going to put up cute pictures on my myspace. I was going to read my book, but I am sad my bed is empty and I can't breath, (I really can't). I keep blowing my nose and it doesn't help it just makes it bleed. I had good conversation all day today. I still don't know what to do with my life. I am at a major crossroads, actually it seems like every road I have traveled has split and I have to many decisions to make. I'm scared to grow up. I am scared to stay young. I treated someone who trusts me like they don't which made them wonder about trusting me. Funny. You mean I don't have to tell someone I am dating everything I do and why? I overthink everything. This little time alone is making me think more. Tylonel Cold and Sinus night time will help quiet my never ending thoughts and doubts. I need to enjoy the ride more and stop thinking. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Blue October - Into the Ocean |
| Monday, April 23rd, 2007 |
| 4:27 pm |
My life
It seems like I could change it to make it better and then more shit happens. I wanted to leave Vancouver, maybe just for a year, maybe forever, but now I can't. I have to take care of my health instead and that will take 2 years and more money than I have ever had at one time. Things at home are slightly rocky and I am not sure how anything is going to turn out. I am sick of feeling like the bad guy, but both options I had made me feel bad. I don't want to be informed anymore, I don't want to choose what is right for someone else, expecially if there is a chnace that they will blame the messanger. Oh and my wonderous mother again in all he self centered ways told me the answer is to get a 2nd job. That's what I would say to my stressed out child when they are looking at paying $5000 on braces and 2 years of wearing them. I know I shoudn't, but I blame my parents for not taking care of things like they should have. Please if your reading this, don't lie to your kids about a college fund that they are contributing too and then never start it. Don't go to 2-3 doctors for 2nd opinions so you can get out of the cost of whatever they may need. |
| Tuesday, April 10th, 2007 |
| 4:18 pm |
One year older
One year wiser? Doubt it. Hopefully I will break the chain of getting depressed on my birthdays this year. Tonight I am going to Marrakesh for dinner and then the Back Alley for drinks, please fell free to join me for either is you have yet to be invited. I don't have all of the phone numbers I once had. I'm also thinking I am ready for a new job, any idea's? |
| Saturday, March 31st, 2007 |
| 12:17 am |
sick + annoyed
Why must I be so difficult? Why must my body hate me and be allergic to DUST! and DUST MITES of all things?!??! Why do the only things that entice me have to be the ones I can't have? The worse part I want to either settle down or run away. |
| Sunday, March 11th, 2007 |
| 6:50 pm |
sebatacle
It's time for one, now I just need to be sure I can keep to it. Maybe just until my brithday... maybe thats to long, at least until St. Patricks day, at least. |
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